Am I that hard to love?

Why just why does no one love me? My parents, friends, no one.

I've never dated anyone and seeing everyone around me be in relationships just makes me feel unlovable. Why doesn't someone approach me? Am I that ugly? unfunny? not good enough? 

not experiencing that true puppy love as a teenager makes me feel horrible.  Am I just that horrible? Will I ever get to experience love? Will someone ever shower me in kisses and hugs? Will there be someone who actually want me for who I am?

I feel like in this age everyone just wants to use others. But I want that cute love, where we just share important moments with eachother. I want that, I need that. Not having anyone just makes me sadder each day as time passes. I wish I had someone who I can always talk to.

- ri♡