rant

like honest opinion do you think its weird to use korean beauty products when your not asian, and then have to explain why you use it bc its better?? and also it makes me feel like a kboo. and also can asians try to look more asian? example is like trying to be more pale to fit asian standard. because im asian but i feel like no one belived it bc i dont even fit the beauty standerd and i jusst want to FEEL more asian and embrace my culture (im filippino) and my mother never taught me tagalog and i really want to learn it but im just ignoring it🙁 i dont want to its just hard to connect to my culture when my mother barley knows abt it