uni starts tomorrow

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thinking about it doesn't feel good to say the absolute least i just ponder all the effort it's gonna take and all the struggles that are gonna happen and immediately want to exit myself

i'm in the history bachelor's course fun fact i missed this whole last year of hs history due to my hs course being the exact subjects one ((((::: i try to ignore this because awareness of this induces the most instant panic. i couldn't feel more unprepared ((((::: every aspect of this feels wrong and i don't have any clue how to fix it because no option feels right

anyways on thursdays my and my friend's whose school is nearby lunch break times overlap so we'll be able to spend thursday breaks together. neat 

tl;dr the horrors....