a continuation of last night's longing

this is a follow up to my last blog post, so you'll probably wanna check that out for context.

so holy fuck. i auditioned for that improv group this morning. they only had two spots available and like 20 people showed up.

i made it. i fucking made it, guys. this thing that was so intangible that it almost made me ache to think about just happened like it was nothing. this is insane. i'm still convinced that they're going to call me back and apologize for making a mistake. there's no way they would let a freshman into their group. that feels so impossible.

but here i am, on the other end of the tunnel looking back with shaky awe. that feeling i was chasing last night is suddenly attainable. that camaraderie and friendship and those hazy nights with people that i enjoy being around, they're looking me right in the eye. 

maybe this is the start of a winning streak. i'd be happy even if it wasn't. just to feel wanted right now is more than enough to keep me going for the rest of the semester. for the rest of forever maybe. you can do anything that you put your mind to, as cheesy as that sounds. 

well wishes, guys. i'm on to bigger and better things.