hello internet

hiiii i am back! it's been a while. im about to start my senior year in a week which is pretty wild to me. the years have been flying by and even though i am young i am already feeling the constrains of time knocking at my door, as the pressure of age heightens with every passing year. i am already feeling to old for my comfort which sends all but positivity to my mind when thinking about the future. however, my goal this year is to maintain optimism. im always talking to my friends about the importance of mindset, and yaddah yadduh but i dont actually deeply apply that to myself. thats going to change this year!!! im taking a poetry class this year so im very delighted about that. i am slightly stressed about the fact that i havent done a lick of school shopping, but again, its senior year, does it really matter?!?!? i do want to get my drip up though so i will get to that. anywyas, i hope to document my last year of adolescence with some blogs, or diary entries so that i can reflect in the years to come. to freedom!!!!! ( not really tho) 

list of goals for this year:

-improve grades

-improve self-esteem

-routinely exercise

- find love <3 (please please please)