no one sees me as male

while my parents' reactions could've been a lot worse to my coming out, it doesn't change the fact that everyone still calls me by my female sounding chinese name and jiejie (older sister)

yet i feel completely ridiculous to correct them even when i've been 3 months on testosterone. i don't pass AT ALL....never get gendered correctly at college and when i correct people they just call me "they". seriously? i told you im a guy....there is NOTHING ambiguous about that. i cried in the bathroom during class last time someone called me "her". fml im never gonna pass lmao and i don't want to dress and act meanwhile my roommate has been passing BEFORE he went on testosterone man i fucking hate life

it just doesn't make sense like i look in the mirror and hear my voice and i can definitely see myself as a guy so why can't everyone else?????????? Idk i don't even act or sound that feminine do i?????