Sexuality

After detransitioning looking into my sexuality has been a bit strange. I’m now fully able to acknowledge that I’m mostly straight, I primarily like men so there’s that. But I don’t think I’m fully straight! I have an ex-girlfriend, so calling myself straight both feels inaccurate and wrong, and I feel like the way I think women can be attractive is definitely queer. I think most people would consider that being bisexual but considering myself bisexual feels misleading… I think when most people see someone that identifies as bisexual they think “oh well that person likes both men and women equally!” which I know isn’t always true, being 99% attracted to men and 1% attracted to women can still be considered bisexual but I feel like I’d almost be misleading people by identifying as bisexual. 

After thinking about it for a bit, I think right now I’d just label myself as mostly straight with a little bit of sapphic tacked onto the back LOL, I think that fits me pretty accurately. It just feels right to label my attraction to men and my attraction to women as different things. 

Anyways thats my rambling for today. Not sure why I wanted to blog about it I guess I just wanted to share my feelings about this out into the world somewhere!