trying to make a difference as a teenager...

okay so, i love love LOVE helping people! i love making people smile, i love making peoples day better, i love being nice for no reason, (unless its someone whos a meanie >:(( ) and just,, being nice and getting nothing in return is enough of a reward, i dont understand arrogant people who act all nice but are actually stuck up. ive met so many and theyre AWFUL!!! :((

okay buuut as a teenager, theres only so much i can do! i smile at people when they walk by, i have volunteered at animal rescues and nursing homes, all of my pets are rescues, i got isopods and hornworms from petsmart to save them from being eaten (rip clarence, guillermo, the rest of the unnamed hornworms who didnt make it very far, and all the little isopods</3 ), i help others whenever i can, i am literally making an ENTIRE hands on lab for my forensic science class (ill be bringing in some bugs that feed on decaying bodies and doing a presentation!), and i play this game where every right answer you get it donates 10 grains of rice to people in need all over the world, ive donated 3,260 as of writing this! (8/30/2023, just started playing yesterday!) 

but i feel like that isnt enough! i always worry im not kind enough, and i wish i could stop feeling that way or do more for people and animals.