rant about life

life is lifing rn. im gonna start to write here like its my diary or something cuz I DONT EVEN KNOW MAN but i finally started school like a couple weeks ago and its schooling ngl. i wish i could make more friends but its okay at least i have some cuz i dont wanna be lonely. I HAVE THEATER AND I DIDNT REALIZE I WOULD HAVE TO BE EXTREMELY SOCIAL KEEP IN MIND THIS IS MY FIRST PERIOD AND BRO im social JUST NOT SOCIAL AT 8 IN THE MORNING !! but anyway its cool i guess cuz erm everyones actually really nice in there. also i got criminal justice and its so silly its like my favorite thing ever ^_^ i cant wait to get my uniform but at the same time idrk like am i seriously gonna have to wear that every wednesday.... anyway switching topics bc school sucks, i was thinking about buying the hawaii part ii cd but it costs the same as the shirt and like i kinda want the shirt more ngl !!! but i have no money.. also i really wanna buy a rob and zubin plushie when they come out.. OK BACK TO SCHOOL SORRY BUT I THINK IM JUST GONNA HAVE TO ASK FOR A WORK PERMIT FR LIKE I NEED MONEY AND I RARELY GET ANY UGH also thinking about deleting discord icl like nobody even texts me on there and like everytime i get online (on there) it just makes me like mentally ill idk some discordians r so disrespectful and arguing with them doesnt even do anything cuz theyre stubborn asf.. guys im thinking about changing my entire like irl aesthetic like i dont wanna be like that anymore like guys maybe i should just dye my hair again (because its pink and i dont really wanna be pink anymore!!!) idk i had to run pacers today and that really sucked.