Random rant

I want to make food but I don't want to eat it
I want to cut up apples and make sandwiches and bake bread and cookies
I want to cook eggs and butter toast and just savor the moment of making things
but I don't want to eat it
I wish I had a little sibling or a partner to make food for :/
I like the thought of using my time to make food
the one good thing about school being soon is I get to share baked goods with the people there
baking and cooking feels freeing
I wish I could do it more