allegedly the fourth week of school + tourney results!

i! was ! a finalist! for the tourney i was prepping for the past few weeks! i kinda feel bad since we didn't win the championship nor did we win anything but u know what. for a team mostly comprising of first years. i will take this win!!! we were up against people who Knew What They Were Saying (they were mostly 3Ls and 2Ls) and a lot of people told us we did good for being 1Ls but i kinda still feel sad. i wish we won. but i think nonetheless im still super happy that the tourney is finished n we made it to finals.

ANYWAYS. im so tired. its the fourth week of school and i feel so behind everything bc i probably am. i'll study so hard this week bc i have no more tourney to prep but my internal laziness clock is telling me to take one week of rest even though i really don't have that time and even if i did, i still don't want to fail school bc its expensive to fail school and id feel bad for my parents. still hoping i do good. everyone i care about believes in me.

anyways. im going to read so hard and memorize so hard and comprehend so hard that it'd be difficult for me to mess up recit. uehghgh i also have to start making doctrine reviewers since midterms are nxt month ady bleugh.