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god dammit i made eveyone ghost me.
i hate when i make my friends angry but im too angry and stubborn i dont wanna apologize but at the sane time i do because i feel guilty but then again im angry and i know the reason im crying os dumb and all this because i got attached to a stupid group chat on discord but i made memories on there and i dont wanna delete it because then i cant look back. and i know im selfish for liking that dumb crown that doesn't mean shit next to my name but i like that crown okay? it makes me feel special. i hate starting fresh i hate change i don't wanna move on i wanna cry but i.cant. this is probably just because im sick and j feel like desth but still. i never had so many friends in a server and it felt good. and i dont wanna be cohost because i am a selfish person i'm scared they are talking shit about me in the server i was too suborn to join FUCK! i don't want ppl to ghost me i don't like being ignored i just wanna be liked please. God im so annoying but i wanna post this so bad so sorry for annoying everyone move on with another post
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Moufy
the first mistake you made was gaining validation from others, you need to work on that and yourself some, the second mistake was letting that paranoia get to you, thats another thing, third is that you need to learn its not always bad to be alone, if they wanted to ghost you and dont care about you then whats the point of trying to be friends with someone who doesnt like you, there is absolutely no point, so i say move on to better things and people actually worth your time and your feelings, but at the same time dont believe your better than others because everyone has something that they are better at then you and people just like being dicks to other people, thats just how the world works, looking at only the bad stuff in life will get you nowhere, instead you need to focus on those little dubs and what really makes you happy because if you focus on that and get a good mindset that and your willpower alone can change many things
i typed way too damn much but yeah thats what i think later
by Moufy; ; Report
yeah this post aged horriblly i made this because i had a UTI and my piss hurted so dont take it so seriously! but its good advice if i actually meant any of that lol
by angelmuffin; ; Report
uhh but thanks anyway haha! :)
by angelmuffin; ; Report
i mean i pulled it out my ass but its all something i felt was true so meh do whatever you want with it
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