i want to wear the hijab so bad. but i am not very modest. and my family is atheist, they would not understand and it would further hurt our relationship / distance us. ahhh.
i make so many excuses. i should do better and repent instead of always be like "ooh ill do that one day, future me can do that." or "well i know im going ot do sinful things, i know i will so why even repent at all bcus then im just one of those ppl who do whatever they want without care and only pray as an afterthought. just in case. i will go to Jahannam either way bcus i am no good." like seriously. girl. pull urself together !! why u like this, u need to repent and embrace Allah into ur heart !! RIGHT NOW, i will not allow u to continue this tomfoolery any longer !!!
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i want to wear the hijab so bad. but i am not very modest. and my family is atheist, they would not understand and it would further hurt our relationship / distance us. ahhh.
i make so many excuses. i should do better and repent instead of always be like "ooh ill do that one day, future me can do that." or "well i know im going ot do sinful things, i know i will so why even repent at all bcus then im just one of those ppl who do whatever they want without care and only pray as an afterthought. just in case. i will go to Jahannam either way bcus i am no good." like seriously. girl. pull urself together !! why u like this, u need to repent and embrace Allah into ur heart !! RIGHT NOW, i will not allow u to continue this tomfoolery any longer !!!