late night thoughts and stuff

rant ahead⚠️>>

i HATE but also LOVE getting attached to people. like as a massive introvert who has a horrible perlol finding people i'm okay with both online and irl is so odd like it's never happened to me until recently and now i'm like terrified because i see them as my family and i'm at the age where you start making lifelong friendships so ugh idk i've been like anxious about losing these 3 friends. i've had friendships as a kid but none of them lasted soo uhh