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It's so hard to be alive. Everything turns out the wrong way and there's NOTHING you can do about it, I definitely let my emotions control me, i know it's not the right thing, but when something (literally everything) goes wrong, I immediately feel the need to end with everything. I have no one to talk to, and not even my "friends" would like to read all the shit that I feel. I don't even know how to express myself bc i'm too used to not tell how I feel, but rn i feel like i'm gonna explode in any moment. Just, i want all my friends to know that... if I ever meant anything to anyone, i'm sorry. I can't take it anymore, but i guess it'll get better, right? I don't know anymore
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DannyBoy
It's tough to think positive when emotions take over, sometimes I see myself in an endless tunnel and the only way out is by ending it, my parents don't understand that the things they do sometimes doesn't make me happy, I feel like things don't go right sometimes but all you gotta do is try to think positive even if you can't do it. I had a very close cousin of mine who I would talk to whenever I felt down or for any advice and now as of lately she's been ignoring my text and leaves me on read or seen so I instead try to write my problems out in poetry or stories. Things for me have gotten a bit better but part of me still feels sad and empty, I feel like I also have nobody to talk to as well, I never got comfortable talking about my issues to friends or family but with my cousin it was the best thing I could get, but now that she completely stopped talking to me I have ZERO family my age to talk to. But sometimes part of growing up with dealing problems by yourself. Hope you manage to feel better from whatever you're going through.