⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ upset ramble ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

disclaimer! 

this blog will talk lightly abuse/ neglect from a parent, if this makes you uncomfortable or triggers you, then please click off for your own mental health

i dont know how to start this, im just upset. my mom implemented this new "rule" that makes this place more of a hell hole.....basically, she was tired of doing dishes all the time (which is fine) what isnt fine is that instead of sitting down and talking to me and my sister (16 & 17) like PEOPLE, she sent us a long text message basically saying "if i see ANY dish out of yours, im going to lock your phone, and it will be unlocked once i NOTCE IT." 

and so this has been going on for a few days, and shes already abusing the power of that.

after we wash our dish we cant tell her that we washed it or she wont unlock our phone for even longer, and she has been PURPOSEFULLY avoiding the kichen.....so she wont see it....i mean, about an hour ago i washed my dish RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER because she was in the kichen, and my phone STILL hasnt been unlocked....shes not even busy....she just knows that i can only really relieve stress through my music, which is all on my phone.....she honestly like a teenage girl with drama, not a mother of four....shes so immature....and not to mention she yells at me for "trying to parent her kids" (my little sisters, 6 & 7) because "she can do it" and then leaves for 90% of the day, brings them back home, feeds them and usually just leaves to go to the gym, or on a date with her boyfriend....my poor baby sister already has really bad abandonment issues because of it...my mom once left for Hawaii for a week with her boyfriend, and facetimed us twice...one of the times, my baby sister was crying because she didnt want our mom to hangup, and my mom (while deadfaced) just says"i cant understand you when you cry like that"....i honestly cant wait until i turn 18....im leaving the whole COUNTRY stg...

EDIT: update on the dish thing, when i washed it she was RIGHT NEXT TO ME and my plate literally touched her hand but its been two hours and this immature grown ass woman wont unlock my phone because shes "proving a point" and expects me to just be okay with it she even had the AUDACITY to ask me if my phone was why i was upset. i genuinely told that i was upset because i didnt like her. this is the kind of behavior you would expect from a fucking teenager, not a MOM. i hatte her so much...