Cannot believe I'm abt to go into college with a Hannibal fixation

Its so joever for me but I freaking love Hannibal, Will Graham is the cutest lil guy ever... Hannibal tho I've got a love hate relationship with him. I need more media that portrays the most complex (and maybe a lil toxic) homosexual relationships ever (added bonus if they're middle aged) instead of the lovey dovey innocent ones. Thinkin abt printing off Will Graham's FBI badge n puttin it on my college ID pass lmao.