New Age Isolation

I'm not sure if anyone can relate but does anyone feel as if they are seeking something constantly, whether it be through music, art, literature, etc.? I often find myself going through vast amounts of media to scratch an itch in my brain to feel a part of something. To be a part of a long gone community, movement, or even a human connection that doesn't seem to be alive anymore in the present day. Why am I so drawn to such themes, when in all honesty it makes me feel more separated from everyone. I am very well caught up with todays trends and themes, yet it doesn't give me any satisfaction. I try to resolve this through my IRL experience but it seems kind of pointless searching for a connection with someone. Everyone is so caught up in their own version of what they deem is the desirable human experience (myself included ironically).