18 | the end of the beginning

I just finished my first week of work!!

navigating through corporate and stuff like that was kind of hard to be honest. The system had issues with my name and my card isnt working well enough to clock in. I hate working up the chain of command and getting passed around. I would like to have my own business one day so I don’t need to deal with stuff like that.

though i feel like the real shit has only just begun because school is starting next week. juggling me, my relationships, school and work is going to be a learning process. However, that’s fr on me for signing up on the end of summer loll I didn’t really understand anything about the hiring process

I fr was just assigned like 30 online modules to finish ughh

I’m really scared I guess because in truth im not the best at my job despite the training I went through. Like I am fully capable of improving, im just kinda bad at the moment.

at school, I struggled pretty badly to do the basic things. I will try my best not to do that, and I think I’m doing ok so far

I had to have multiple talks with professors with how bad I was doing at school AND in my clinical work. And multiple cries LOL. I remember starting to keep a tally sheet.

goodnight!