Idk being sad ig?

Do y’all ever start crying at school or want to cry at school because you’re trying something that you really wanted to do but you have the shittiest memory and can’t remember anything so you’re really bad at what you’re trying to do and feel like you’ll never be good enough at what you want to do because you want to give up because it’s super embarrassing to not be good enough or as good as everyone else or at least remember how to do the most basic part of the thing? That’s currently what’s going on in my brain and I don’t know what to do