things are insane lately

GOD i've been so incredibly busy i've been like. nowhere. got a job started school again my dog died and then my other dog had to get surgery and it's been like 10 million things happening and my online presence has like completely vanished LAWLLL

honestly? it makes me miserable. i love my friends and as it is these days being online is how i communicate with them. i feel like that's fading away and like. ok im not dumping all of that here OOP. 

if there's something i've learned is to address stuff with the ppl in question !! and in general like. no matter how hard things are it's ultimately still up to ME to take care of these relationships. venting is fine but its better to focus on taking action to improve things

SOOOO it's been lonely lately and in that interim. i have been thinking about unconventional storytelling methods. i have a rather solid idea now even. for an ocverse? i wanna explore that in the future. maybe i'll talk about it next

OK BYE!