25/08/23

I feel like such a twat, theres this boy i like but my friend likes him too. she never told me until i soend the night gushing over him. sometimes i just feel silly. she says its not true but every boy i have liked has liked her. it makes me feel so worthless. we've all be out quite a bit recently and everytime i go home i overthink. i feel like whatever i say is stupid or im too hyper but i dont know how else to act. and i know its not the end of the world but my brain hates me. its all i can think about. i thought i had everything together. i'd start revising for gcses, my room was finally clean. now its slowly turning back to what it once was. i just feel like theres nothing stable in my life. fuck knows. maybe its the hormones, thats all everyone else says. i was thinking of doing a song of the day that represents my mood. song of the day - ARE WE STILL FRIENDS? - tyler, the creator