i dont know why i exist .

I don’t know why I exist. 


I thought that I could stay a child forever,

But now im realizing all these


adult


things are happening and

I cant stop it.


My friends are having sex,

Im sleeping in a house all the way across town

From my girlfriend.


My brother and my best friend are getting married,

Im vaping alone in my bathroom.


Some of my friends are going to college,

Into the military,

I think im gonna die when im 20.


n.c.


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Vera H.

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I'm sorry your going through this. growing up is tough. It's ok to feel lost. Sometimes time feels like it's going too fast, I know how that feels in my experience, I feel it right now, but I can't say I know your exact pain. Dont feel obligated to rush into things, take it easy, youre still young, this time is a confusing time


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