it sucks .

My friends have long since left,

Its quiet now.

The noises outside scare me.

No one is coming for me.

Tomorrow 

I will wake up

And i dont know what ill do.

My hair is now Black.

My parents will be so disappointed.

But life goes on,

Doesnt it ?

It feels like im living the same day

Every day.

Over and over.

My head is all over the place.

I have to stop myself 

From killing myself.

No one is coming for me.

If i were to die,

No one would discover me for awhile.

Theyd see my decaying body,

Lying in the shower,

Or on my bed,

Or my couch.

I dont know why im thinking about this.

n.c.