new update on da big test

BIG TEST HAPPENED. I have results back, the average was 58% and I got a 70% so lfg ig ??!1/1/

my friend got the top score (83%) and im so proud of her tbh adn she works so hard for the scores she gets so im rly glad she did so well >:D my teacher also says that since the trials are harder than the actual HSC it shouldnt be too hard to add on an extra 10% to our grades, so im gonna aim for about 85% bc ppl always tell u to aim high u feel, realistically i dont think id be too upset with another 70% as long as that shit gets done u know. the HSC is on 23 Oct so i should have plenty of time to get some decent revision down

ASIDE FROM THAT i have to do my FUCKING PRELIMS for ALL MY OTHER SUBJECTS in like 2-3 weeks T_T and i have not started PROPERLY studying for that yet bc i am TIRED MANNN and this is all so STRESSFUL. at least at the end of the day it doesnt go towards atar (important thing that helps u get to uni) but auuughhhhhh fuckckckkkckckckckkckck meeeee mannnnnnnnnn

also i have to go to thw fuckign art showcase at our school tomorrow from 6-8pm and brooo uughghhh i hate everything ive made (mainly bc i somehow manage to suck ass at abstract shit which is what we've been forced to do this year like PLEASE for the love of fuck just let me do a portrait bro please PLEASE) AND i gotta dress fancy for it which will kinda suck bc i dont look good in fancy clothes (or at all really but the fancy clothes rly emphasise my fucking greasiness :(( )

anyway. i got today off school bc i had to get my braces adjusted in the morning which took a while, and then my mum had to do some stuff for my brother so i got to just walk around the streets for a lil while. it was pretty fun and i got some pretty sick shit from an op shop and also bought a little bloodstone skull which is pretty funky >:3

so anyway. im rly tired. i fell asleep on the couch directly after eating dinner last night lmao. i still refuse to go to bed at a normal time. nighttime is fun. i want holidays. i do not want to think about the future. bybye ily