ruminating

I shouldnt keep thinking about it.

But it hurts way too much.

Its so dumb.

The tiniest little rejection,

That was probably just an interpreted rejection,

It hurts so much.

And i cant stop thinking about it.

I cant help but think he hates me.

For something he probably doesnt even remember.

Or care about.


I just want someone to love me.

I need someone.


Jonny told me i dont need to be in a relationship,

But fuck,

I really think i do.

n.c.


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Schizofreniczny

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being rejected hurts. Especially when its not even clear they're rejecting you man


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i dont think he was , really . im just really sensitive lol . anytime i think someones mad at me i just go straight into a depression . the situation i was writing about was this guy i have a crush on , and he took me home one night because my car isnt working right now , and i asked him if he could take me home again (i didnt really need to , my mom could pick me up , i just wanted to spend time with him) and he said that he wasnt sure theyd be able to fit another person into the car cause he was getting picked up too (i guess cause his car also isnt working now) . it wasnt straight up rejection , i just felt like i messed up and that i shouldnt have asked him . from an outsiders perspective , its stupid , and idk why i cant stop ruminating over it .

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honestly, thats not stuid to be sad abt. but i would just believe that he acc cant see u, i mean thts usually how guys r

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