unfortunately its hard for me to word this kind of feeling

my favorite feeling is 2000's nostalgia. looking at images that are "old" or from the 2000's makes me feel way too awfully happy ♡ but it was just a short period, its now considered old. i mean, calling it that isnt wrong, but it feels wrong. it is a nostalgia that is like no other. old technology, those pictures on the internet which look pleasingly 2000's-ish, music, and so much more. to compare it to other nostalgia's, this one is the best. ♡ 

i miss the old web, those old blogs, school, the way we didn't have iphones or androids and just flip phones, the old fashion style . . i can't really describe it well. i don't want to call this old, but perhaps it was a while ago . .

i would do anything to relive this time of life. it was so happy, i didn't feel depressed, i felt at ease. life now, you can still live like the 2000's but really ? i think i wont feel the same happiness. i miss the fun technology, the fun flip phones, the nintendo ds, the mp3 players, etc . . looking at images or videos of this nostalgia makes me feel relaxed but sad. sad because i knew it wouldn't last. and its a shame, as the years pass, the nostalgia is more intense because it gets farther away. but i want to hold on because i had hoped some year in the future it would happen again.

if you heard of those 2000's "aesthetics" and dont like them, i wont judge you really. but i love any "2000's" aesthetic. not because of it's looks, but because of how it makes me (or you) feel. i love when i see a image that gives me nostalgia, because i feel pleased. now these days, i can continue my normal life, but i know if i still had a life like that i would be ever so happy.

i don't want to over on this topic, but i miss it so much. i would cry, but i don't want to. i feel empty, not that im sad, but because a part of me feels some sort of absence. please, i want to know why nostalgia is such a fun feeling but . . so sad. i feel wistful that i didn't enjoy it enough. looking and thinking of what i could of done makes me upset. 

i should of enjoyed it right? its alright nostalgia is normal . . yet though there's so many things that remind me of my favourite time in life, i will continue. i will continue because the younger me wants to ♡ i have some "nostalgic" items i own which bring me that same happiness; i hope you are similar. even if you don't feel like me, don't you agree just a little? not to be forceful, but even if you weren't born in that era, would you wish you were ? think about it !

for me, i was born near that area, i enjoyed just a little because i still was young. to sum it up, i feel restful, incomplete and a little happy. i miss so many things, that it aches my poor heart. though, i know one day i will get over this terribly long timeline of yearning. so, if you are young, please enjoy it. i am young myself, i just messed up. enjoy youth, have fun . . really. dont mess up and regret, do it now because we live everyday, but die once. take the risk, though . . be careful ♡