Ocd things 5: Cute things people tell me i do <(-w-<

Part of having rituals and well, compulsions make me have some curious ways of acting. And some of the things I do some are "cute" (acording to my friends heh) but i consider them annoying to do but hey.

I just wanted to write about some of the ones that they consider cute because it's a funny situation for me XD

-Sleepping with plushies: I just can't sleep without having an army of plushies in my bed unu, my brain says that is wrong and makes me insomniac :(

-Gesturing while I info dump: every time i tell my friends about anything, it's like watching a play because i do sound effects and acting and everything JHBSKGBNFDKGBJN

-My form to ask for fisical affection: one of my important boundaries irl are that nobody can touch me, because i get really anxious when someone touches me, and that makes me really REALLY touch starved sometimes. SO, it's embarassing to me to ask my qpr something like "Hey, i need you to touch me sin albur" LIKE MAN-. Anyways, what i do is get close to my platonic partner slowly and hug them shyly, just for a moment because of my flipping annoying brain.

And thats all that i can remember at the moment JHDILSKGN, anyways, i just wanted to put some positivity in this tiny blog uwu

Thank you for reading!!! have a great day :D/