thoughts about thoughts? idk

I've never blogged before so here is a basic intro about me not blogging before, but an idea that I've always toyed around with is just talking about like some of the wisdom and experiences that I've picked up over my 28 years of life on this earth. 

I always say that I'm really big on communication but I feel like I tend to be one that doesn't speak up when I could or I tend to hold things in until an argument explodes or something like that. With that out of the way, as its 3 in the morning and I'm drying off from my bath I find myself thinking of the importance of having an environment that offers safety and security in the sense that someone feels welcomed and allowed to not meet expectations 100% of the time. I work with commission which means often times my lively hood is affected by my performance. Its a shame sometimes because sales seems to be contradictory to this idea that you can go to work and not meet expectations, which can cause friction in the nuances of day to day living and that has always seemed so, for the lack of a better word wrong, to me. It would make sense that someone would want to create an environment of growth/comfortability for the long term and invest into the future to help secure the best outcome. It would very much be that having an environment that doesn't cause this kind of negative stress should result in a succeeding business model, but you don't see that much. I know that how I would operate this environment wouldn't be perfect but I would hope that at the very least would it would be better. 

TLDR - I've seen the importance of Morale not be considered as much as I feel it should be and its rough. :/