Rants🗣

Alright my first rant? Anyways i hate my libra stellium sometimes, like why this bitch gotta fall for everything and everyone?? It’s annoying and so unfair to me, like at this point idk if i’m like, not falling in love but like catching feelings u know, or if im just like having one of those fast crushes, it’s usually just a like a lil crush BUT its emotionally draining tf? Bc u know i be smiling and shii and then the next minute i just have no feelings for that person, back to normal I guess, but it’s like my heart can’t like comprehend the fast change because like my brain is like yea we don’t like that person no mo, let’s focus on something else, but my heart is still like, like the feeling is still lingering there so I just be going around smiling and shii for no reason and then people be like why u smiling and that’s when I like why am I smiling for?? And we back to normal UNTIL i get a new lil crush and we gotta start the whole process over again sigh...

Thinking bout this, maybe its just mental illness🤔 just wait until yall hear about how i deal with an actual crush, self sabotaging queen😩🤞🏼 Thats when my sag rising who doesn’t like to commit kicks in <33 

Anyways that’s enough for today, I probably gonna eat some cake, take care, love yall <33