hi, i'm alyssa.

hey! im alyssa and im a trans girl from the uk.

im hoping to use this as a way of talking anonymously about my feelings without having to pretend to be someone im not. for context: the uk is currently under conservative government, who are not too fond of transgender people, so the idea of me telling people im trans is a very touchy subject and something i am afraid to do. and thats why im taking my thoughts and feelings to here. i don't need to pretend like im a guy on here, i can be whoever i want.

i wanna just talk about myself as my first post on here, laying this out kinda like a diary? but not exactly like a diary because i dont like that kinda writing.

as i said before, my name is alyssa, im from the uk, and i am 15 (16 soon). the last few years have been a rollercoaster of emotions, with a lot of ups and downs. i lost a large amount of family members and friends, i discovered who i am, and im excited for what the new school year will bring. i start college next year and thats going to be something really exciting for me because no one will have any idea who i am, which gives me more room to make new friends. i do miss my old friend group sometimes, but a lot of stuff happened that resulted in me having to break away from them (something i may cover in a future post but thats a lot rn)

when i first came out to my parents as gay nearly three years ago they were supportive of me, and i had a boyfriend at the time. i was really really happy. i hope the next few years will bring me as much joy as that small time did. only time will tell!!!

im not really sure what else i can put here so yeah!! thanks for reading lol!!!