I feel ultimately inadequate (and here's some art)

plum: I feel like no matter what I do, I'm always just... Not good enough at it. I'm not good at playing piano, or writing for piano, or playing ukulele, or writing poetry, or drawing, or even solving rubiks cubes... Sure, I can kind of do them, but... I'm just not good enough at anything to ever be worth anyone's time it feels like...

I want to make a game, I want to make a video game with Turquoise, but... I'm not good enough at drawing the art, not good enough at composing or producing music, not good enough at anything... Not only that, I feel like I just don't have the motivation to become better, it seems terrifying and more difficult than I can handle, even though I long to be good at just... Something...

More and more I find these amazing games that inspire me and make me want to make one myself, but I feel like I will never create anything finish, and even if I were to finish a project it would never be truly good, truly interesting, truly beautiful, truly... Anything...

I just want to make something good, but creations are a reflection of their creators, and... I am not good...

I guess, to make this more of a better blog post, I'll put some art I've made recently... It's not truly good, but... You can look at it if you want, ehehe. You've probably already seen some of it, it's on our page.... Those crystals are probably one of my favorite drawings I've ever done, and even they are mediocre...