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Journal Entry #67: 08/19/23 - Familiar Feelings Are Setting In...

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The Up showing was supposed to be outside but had to be moved inside due to technical difficulties. It ended up running late obviously, so it was dark when I went home. The weird thing about attending college events after classes during a weekday that isn't Friday is that while you may be having fun, you have class tomorrow. It's just so weird, in high school I just went to school and then went straight home. I don't have to do that here. 

Friday was surprisingly uneventful. I went to class and then participated in a program hosted by my residence hall. Unfortunately, I haven't quite adjusted to college classes, I was behind on some readings in my bio and history lectures. I'm going to be doing a lot of work Sunday since it's due next Sunday and I want to get it off my chest.

As for today, I did a little bit of shopping. I checked out the condensed Target that's nearby and wasn't disappointed. According to my mom, my card's supposed to be here. I need to get something to get my letters from the mail room first. Earlier today I was at an event that gave out snow cones for free on a residence hall lawn. It was good, but standing out in the sun for more than thirty minutes completely saps me. It sucks, but I do want it to get a little cooler. In fact, this coming week is supposed to be the hottest on record!

Lastly, I've been touching up my layout/profile, so if things are illegible...sorry. I'm still in the process of learning/applying new things. I'm also hoping to add some new graphics and perhaps some profile music!

Unfortunately, the feelings of loneliness are back. I'm afraid I'm continuing a cycle: be too shy freshman year, make no friends, feel empty sophomore year, struggle through junior year due to lack of support, and feel numb senior year due to lack of connections. I don't want a repeat of high school. Thankfully clubs will be starting (mostly) this week, meaning there will be plenty of ways to be involved. If things don't work out though, there is always (free!) therapy.

Boa noite,

AstraGenesis

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