i move in tomorrow ;-;

classes start the monday after next monday but i dont feel ready at all. aaaaaaaaa i have to get my sleep schedule back into pace. i have 8am lectures, im taking 17 creds so my schedule is maxxed, i have classes on friday while all my friends have the day off ;-;. ill have to spend most of my time studying too. i just wanna disappear before all this responsibility falls on my back. what does it mean to grow up and become an adult :(