New tumblr new me

https://www.tumblr.com/maldersgate3

Made a new tumblr account. meant to be a side thing but quickly becoming my main. no memes, no shitposts, no politics, just blogging and hobby posting.

its nice because i can drop more random stuff on there with images, unlike the more longform stuff here. 

going to a furbowl tomorrow. my agoraphobia isnt screaming quite yet, which is a good sign. irl fandom spaces always feel welcoming, though smaller local stuff starts to get me feeling like an outsider again. everyone kinda... already has their friends at the smaller stuff. the big stuff is full of people that you just make friends naturally cuz everyones open. but ive only been to 1 furbowl, so we'll see. where tf is the official image for that btw? swear to god, every fuckin furry thing takes a biiiiig group pic with all the fursuiters and they NEVER FUCKIN POST THE PIC like hellooooo wtf. probably buried in some telegram chat.

what else. hm

got baldurs gate 3. mildly obsessed. hard to overdo it because im sharing my pc with my partner now because he has a 5 year old rusty pile of coprolite that was sold as a "gaming laptop" so you can imagine he needs my pc to play. and hes playing three seperate campaigns rn. forces me to do shit in real life, to say the least on that. 

really like the characters. i keep thinking up headcanons for them and thinking about how they work together. ohhh. i love my player character. hes so good. 

brainfog hasnt been as bad as it was when i was posting earlier. it comes and goes. could be due to doing more irl stuff, but i still have moments where i lapse in memory and suddenly dont realize hours of doing nothing have passed. i did a lot of cleaning today so im allowed to just lose a few hours of memory while im at it.

insomnia has been worse but ive been taking extra melatonin. enough to knock me out all night and then some.