college dropout

i dropped out of college about 2 weeks ago. i was doing an honours bachelors in english and psychology and i fucking hated it. it was definitely not good for my mental health. now i'm starting a degree in bar management and i'm a little scared, i can't lie. the idea of having to start all over again, getting to know a new campus, learning completely new material, trying to make friends again, it's all stressing me out a bit. um yeah anyways, my life is starting to unravel piece by piece, i'm still fighting with my gf, i have no friends and i really want a drink. how's your day going?