15/08/2023

A friend of mine send me a snap of there fresh cuts they sliced into their skin. He told me he wanted to die and there was nothing to live for. He also told me I have a future. I managed to convince him to at least wait until his birthday so I could see him one last time at school. He agreed. I wonder if the roles were reversed if he would do the same for me. If anyone would. I've been watching skins which isn't the best for my current mental state I know. But am I wrong for wishing I had that kind of depression. Yes, the drugs and death isn't good, but they have each other and even though they fuck up they have each other. I have no one. I understand this is a rather depressing blog. It currently 22:59. Everything always gets just a bit more sad at night doesn't it? Its now 23:00. I'm sure what else to write or how long these things are meant to be, I'm not on here often. 23:01. I think I need a nap. Goodnight. 23:02. x