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had a bad day today ):
I accidentally cashed out all my financial aid from school. I called services for something else, and they asked me casually if I wanted to do it. I instinctively said yes even though I didn’t understand her until the end. I tried to call back but no one answered )): . I’ll still have the money at least, so overall not really a big deal! but I am just frustrated about how my people pleaser tendencies jumped out at that moment.
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I also tried to study for class, but it was mostly me staring at the notes screen and then getting distracted and bored before looking at it. I eventually got myself to read through it a couple of times though, not at a true productive pace. I also had to cancel on some fun plans with friends ):
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sleeping early is out the window rn too cause it’s like 2am LOLL. I also just dislike sleeping early, I like just staying up and thinking late at night and stuff.
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good things I did today were a lot of cleaning though
even though I messed up a lot today i know its just normal when I’m trying to improve problems that are very ingrained in me. I am happy that I am still actively trying to fix my shortcomings, I just need to make sure to keep going at it.
ok sleepy so short blog today, goodnight
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Wubsbian
Wish dealing with aid services especially government aid wasn't so difficult :/