if its not the answer then what is

now the only time i do talk about suicide is behind a screen cause I don't have anyone and I'm too pussy to tell my one friend. i think people feel the same way. now when i see people wanting to comet suicide and they post it on social media cause they have no one to talk to and everyone in the comments says that suicide is not the answer. honestly their is no other answer I cant just become happy again. now their are prolly some good reasons but do you think that a comment is gonna help me stay alive maybe ill think about it but if my life is this low where I'm posting on a social media sight that isn't that big then you should know i have a couple years left prolly less.