distancing myself :3 (still active on spacehey)

i turned off my notifications on all my social media apps and i went on do not disturb on discord. ive honestly been needing time for myself so im just taking time off. im totally still gonna use spacehey because its an addiction but im honestly just not talking to any of my friends or using social media. im worried my friends totally hate me so im hoping this either makes me realize they dont, or its just a nice break for them so they dont have to talk to me. im not gonna go on twitter or check comments on things because the transphobia im constantly exposed to is taking a toll on me lol. IM STILL USING SPACEHEY THOUGH I SWEAR IM GONNA CHECK MY NOTIFS LIKE EVERY DAY LOL (aka pls friend me)