8 | days off

ok so I know ive been taking it easy already for the past two days but this day was like- a fr day off. Didn’t really do much but go to a museum and a baby shower.

one of my goals is to find meaning outside of work and school, because i think I just take them too seriously sometimes. So I decided I should try to find something cool to do and go out more. Though, it’s harder when a lot of cool things cost money and my bank account looks like this:

anyways,,, the local art museum had free admission today!

i took so many pictures. Though, i think the most surprising part is that I saw old friends from highschool just working there. There’s always a moment where you’re like “is it actually them and should I say something”, but to me personally it’s always worth it to give a shot. I think if you were close enough to be friends they’ll remember you. I have had people who I didn’t even have classes with come up to me in recognition.

it was very nice to see them again. It felt like closure after drifting apart sometime and I am glad they’re doing well.

during the baby shower,, honestly didn’t socialize as much as I had liked too. The reason why I did go was to practice my conversational skills and get to know people, but I only really got as far as introducing myself as my boyfriends partner and sprinkled small talk. I don’t know how to strike conversation very well with someone I don’t know yet in real life so I kinda chickened out. I was so withdrawn at one point I pulled up a chair and took a nap in it.

ok anyways I am sleepy rn , goodnight. I’m gonna *TRY* to wake up early tomorrow