Timeline of events recently

- People on Spacehey start spamming gore, it makes me uncomfortable

- The gore spam triggers an episode of me being riddled with thoughts involving members of My Chemical Romance and Fall Out Boy, alongside Ryan Ross and Gabe Saporta, being put through upsetting situations

- I am of course upset about this and start getting suicidal 

- I put myself in an internal mental hospital using my subconscious to help me out 

- more gorespam happens and I start feeling worse

- I start fawning over the Way brothers, Patrick Stump, and Ryan and Gabe in hope for comfort

- I start getting uncomfortable with the happenings in my head

- my subconscious turns against me, and from hereon nothing is physically real and is merely imagination 

- the manifestation of Brendon Urie that's been working in the manifestation of a mental hospital chases after me

- he gets killed by a manifestation of Gerard Way as Party Poison, and is more robot than human 

- Gerard Way/Party Poison activates the killswitch, and now with my headspace being cleaned out, I am recovering