gymphobic rn

i need to get bigger arms. like, NEED. 

these two sticks glued to my shoulders look so damn weird and always fcking ruin my self-esteem. the shit here is that i cant get any motivation out of my ass. like, i dont need gym bro hardstyle remix type of motivation, i need to get up and fucking do it already but therres alwz something to stop me like insecurity or just extreme sedentarism. 

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck i hate my arms