Ocd things 4: Intrusive images (°ロ°) ! TW: disturbing and gory things

It's very very odd when im just doing anything like drawing and then my mind for no particular reason, shows me a very gory image of me or the people I care about

Sometimes it doesn't let me sleep because of the grotesque nature of it, it was worse when some "friend" sent me a gore video and images he found. It was horrible because i couldn't stop reproducing the video in full detail in my mind! (ﾟAﾟ;)

Sometimes whenever i will cross the road i get a very ugly imagery of me being hurt or seeing a very bad accident. When i was little, this stuff made me cry and be pretty scared and well i scared my family because for them, it was out of nowhere XD

Now i don't get that scared by that imagery, but still surprises me whenever it happens hehe

fuck you brain for being so rude with me (メ°皿°)ﾉ

thanks for reading, have a good day :D