Idk? Sadd***

Sometimes i feel very happy, but most of the time i just want to kms, and not in like, a "sarcastic" way. I really want to kms, right now if it's possible. Life is meaningless to me, in 16 years, i haven't done anything important or relevant, just waste my time. And it's sad to know that you're not having that time back, I feel like i'm getting old and i'm running out of time to become an artist, a singer, to become someone in the world. I've seen people that became really famous at such a young age, why I couldn't do that? I feel so useless and worthless. In between so much going on in my head, I feel like the only way out is killing myself... that's all