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today I didn't get much of my daily to-do list done because I heard back from one of the job interviews I went to last week (and my mom threw a party...) . I got the job!! Though now I have to choose between this one and a different one that was offered to me. I didn't expect to get this far to be honest.
it helps to remind myself that its not personal if a job doesn't accept me, and that I am interviewing them as much as they are interviewing me. Its also very preparable by trying to find common job interview questions to predict. I still don't like it though. Getting the confidence to apply to jobs was really hard for me, and I have never really worked a taxable job before even at my grown age. Writing a cover letter, resume, asking for references etc. were all hard steps for me to do. My low self-esteem makes it harder to do things that require me to find the best in myself.
It also didnt help that during my first interview, I actually wasn't able to show up at all because my phone died and I got lost along the way. my dumbass fr didnt bring a charger cord. I even purposely tried to arrive 30 minutes earlier than my scheduled time.
I tried asking the locals for help, walking into the local stores like a lost puppy, but I didnt understand the directions they told me. I sent an apology and got rejected a couple days later lol
though in the end I was still able to get job offers, so i think it was worth it.
another scary thing that i did today was go to the gun range with my partner. i didnt plan to shoot anything but in the end i did do a couple shots. my weak ass finds it hard to reload or even just hold up the gun. Im also worried for recoil. THOUGh!! i felt a lot better about handling guns by the end of it
(super realistic image of me shooting a gun)
I am starting to feel a little better about blogging the things I do here. since this community is so small i feel like i can stay in my own quiet corner, but still get the occasional onlooker. A good balance.
thats all for now, bye
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