second option

ive always been picked last in teams always been the back up plan the late night call when she's not answering the one people say they love till they find someone better the one people get with to make their ex jealous till they want them back then they just leave not thinking about how that might rip me apart on the inside but I can't say that im hurt because im just the second option I knew it would happen why would this time be any different why did I think there was a chance I would be the one to be picked but lets be honest I never learn my lesson I give my heart to people who give me the littlest attention I get attached to soon just to be let down and alone when they leave with a shitty excuse I've alway been the second option. -sjc