Takeaway and gossip girl

07/08/23

Currently using my data to run my Mac because my wifi is acting up as per usual which is annoying but its whatever im so grateful im old enough to be able to afford and pay my own phone bill now as well as enjoying a takeaway bought to me by my parents seeming as they were gone for the whole day. Ive been violently ill for the past few weeks and it was only on Saturday that I was able to go out for the first time and enjoy myself and that's all because I had a shift at work. I got to see everyone at work which I keep you alerted everyone at my work place is actually nice enough but I think that's because I seem to get along with everyone, everyone except the disrespectful customers and so therefore I choose to ignore them until they change their nature (they do after realising how im only a young adult and not a 32 year old slack for them to be insulting, no offence to any 32 year old slacker). After the shift I walked with my work bestie to the bus stop (he's literally the first ever "friend" to actually value me I mean he literally waited and hour for me because his shift finishes an hour earlier than mine just so he could walk with me) and it was heavily raining so he lent me his jacket and insisted I keep it as well and get home safely and NOT wet because I stupidly did not bring a jacket with me. 

Anyways today has been a slow day, I woke up at 2pm and I didn't realise my parents left to go down to aylesham WITHOUT me so I had the whole house to myself. All I realistically did was call "T" and watched gossip girl all day which may I tell you I am so mad that no one told me that the show was this interesting. Well I mean it's a bit corny but that's what makes it so interesting, not because 2000s humour is corny but because in every episode something DRAMATIC always has to happen. I think a few people have told me to watch it but I never did because well.. I never listen to anyone like lana del rey once quoted in lolita. I did end up calling "C" and "T" just so I could play something with them to get time to skip by so my parents could come home with food seeming as there's nothing to eat at home and im suffering with cramps to be making something anyways. PS they did come home with food. 

I have plans for tomorrow so hopefully I will actually enjoy tomorrow, which I most likely will because anything to do with the real world and engaging with the real world is something I would choose everyday and any day then spending it online and surfing different platforms to see where my favourite rock band is doing and where they are right now. Damn this feels so much better writing on a "blog" online instead of journaling seeming as my hand cramps up a bit too much, I wish I had this years ago so I could document a lot of my teenage years because man times were crazy but it was only up until 20 minutes ago I remember I made this account months ago which is crazy to me but here I am. PS I don't care if anyone sees my blogs, I just write them online as its more easier and its like a digital diary (excluding the more personal parts, I keep those in my journal). 

Life is beautiful sometimes.