finally a real blog because i am bored.

Okay so life has honestly been kinda crummy recently uhmm my delusions and hallucinations and paranoia and shit are getting worse so thats just lovely and my mom still hasnt gotten me therapy which kinda sucks 😭. Other than that though, its honestly been kinda a basic summer (other than my brother having life changing spine surgery, oh well). I just cant wait for summer to be overrrrr so i can finally go to schoollllkshuhasbj!!! im not too pumped up about freshman year but im sure it cant be the worst experience ever. ive seen and done and heard much worse then a few bullies can muster lmao. Oh also, ive been trying out a new kinda artstyle and i feel like it fits me a whole lot better. I really like it but you need some good motivation to finish it loll. pls say you like it i am desprate 😭

Pls be proud of me ok byeee :3