Clarity to my Thought [a sickness]

I am delirious. I cannot stare at a screen for longer than I can stand to blink. I can’t bring myself to speak to anyone, I thought it was for preservation of self, but it was the illness.  My dizzy spells. I cannot walk without falling to the floor and staying there; I cannot speak to anyone without the world yanking me down with it; so many cannots. The internal malady has festered to physical. My head moves faster than my mind and therein lies the issue. Glass petals cut my eyes.